I was the boring one from RST department, who was not even able to talk about real movies in the Chinese study class. Oh, landscapes, how ridiculous; while Mike was talking about the three dialogues in Wang Kar-Wei's triologies. And I again played the boring role who talked about film effects on personifying landscapes in Bill's class. Who cared about movie; I was the victim of the class since I was trying to avoid too much on social power structure, dominant discourse. I'm really frustrated coz I feel how inadequate I am, in terms of everything.Painfully torn.
